Twenty five - Intellectual

[Verse 1]

I wanna fall I wanna run I wanna jump again

I wanna feel like how I did at twenty one again

Wanna believe there’s a good person in my mum again

I wanna laugh I wanna cry but for the right reasons

I wanna fall in love without thinking I don’t mean it

I wanna open up the door you locked two years ago

I’m getting old now even though I’m twenty five

I’m running out of years to figure out my life

Don’t want to be the culmination of my parents mistakes

I wanna escape

I wanna say what’s on my mind to someone listening

But I’m terrified that they won’t like the things I really think

Covered in mеtaphors so no one knows I’ve been saying

I wanna be mysеlf without caring what others see

I wanna trust that all my friends won’t leave eventually

Want to believe that I am capable of safe and happy

I’m sick of acting like it’s cooler not to care

When all I want is for someone to want me there

Without expecting that it’s gonna cause me pain

I wanna change

Maybe I'll change