Growing Pains - Intellectual

[Verse]

I think I might hate it all

Can’t lift my feet off the floor

Talking to friends is a chore

I think their boyfriends are boring

All our paths might be fraying in different directions

Holding on might be making it harder to change

I thought you could be the one

I gave you half of my whole

I’ve never felt this much hurt

Emotional power surge

It’s not our fault this won’t work out the way I wanted

I gave up, lost some blood, now my visions distorted

Falling out faster than I ever knew

Lost my mind and losing all the company I’m so used to

Can’t I have it the way it was

Totally in denial I

Hate the fact that I’m bettеr off

On my own so if I

Make it out

I’ll be looking back on your name as growing pains

Don’t think that I can find lovе

I left my soul in your cuffs

Saw you were holding her hand

Surprised that I didn’t care

I know that time’s meant to heal me and every wound

But I don’t hurt in the way that I’m used to

Discover every mistake

I’m forced to try a new face

I don’t know who I can be

When you’re not a part of me

Sometimes I feel like I’m saying too many wrong answers

Yeah I’m cycling backwards

It’s just overreaction