[Verse 1]

Flush my vomit down the drain

Think of my body getting hit by a train

Always want, but never need

Don't have an identity I can feed

[Chorus]

I like to think I'm doing just fine

I like to search my symptoms online

I liked it when the voices were gone

I liked to be with you, all alone

Around my neck, a friendly machine

Pretends to wipe my memory clean

Pretends to make it all go away

Pretends to make me feel quite okay

[Verse 2]

Hungry for amphetamine, sixty amitriptyline

Violently crying to the song that you sent me

Laxative, can't forgive a reason to live

Find myself, lose myself, be myself, fuck myself

[Bridge]

Can you heal me mentally?

Can you sing a melody?

Can you be a friend to me?

People leave so suddenly

Suffering, peace offering

Virtual life is altering

On a noose, cut me loose

Never-ending self-abuse

[Chorus]

I like to think I'm doing just fine

I like to search my symptoms online

I liked it when the voices were gone

I liked to be with you, all alone

Around my neck, a friendly machine

Pretends to wipe my memory clean

Pretends to make it all go away

Pretends to make me feel quite okay

[Verse 1]

Flush my vomit down the drain

Think of my body getting hit by a train

Always want but never need

Don't have an identity I can feed

[Chorus]

I like to think I'm doing just fine

I like to search my symptoms online

I liked it when the voices were gone

I liked to be with you, all alone

Around my neck, a friendly machine

Pretends to wipe my memory clean

Pretends to make it all go away

Pretends to make me feel quite okay

I like to think I'm doing just fine

I like to search my symptoms online

I liked it when the voices were gone

I liked to be with you, all alone

Around my neck, a friendly machine

Pretends to wipe my memory clean

Pretends to make it all go away

Pretends to make me feel quite okay