Released on October 30, 2023

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[Verse 1]

I want no constraints, no limit to self

No filtered, safe reality

No denial of all things raw

No dilution of individuality

I want nothing


[Breakdown]

We are collectives

I am alienated, hardly able to focus

My breath, lost in being

Everything at once

I am the reality of a planet dead


[Verse 2]

We live on as the destruction

As the ashes, as wounds

(It was never about hope

Nor was it about prevention

Selfishly I live as myself

Away from conceptions of outsideness)


[Breakdown]

With desire armed, but with no emancipation


[Bridge]

And delirious in a winter heat

I am looking

I am looking, I am straining


[Verse 3]

Visions I have had have fragmented into

Something darker, nearer, already here

Corpses still lay in flowers, we still grasp at ends

Palms opening to reveal nothing

Yet with a certain stillness

My own lifelessness

Everything has finally arrived


[Chorus]

But I can't

Watch as this

Crumbles, thinking

Only of me

But I can't

Watch as this

Crumbles, thinking

Only of me

But I can't (Beyond boundaries)

Watch as this (Beyond borders)

Crumbles, thinking (Beyond self)

Only of me (I always can)

But I can't (Beyond boundaries)

Watch as this (Beyond borders)

Crumbles, thinking (Beyond self)

Only of me (I always have)