[Verse]
Wish I loved you half as much as I like making these songs
She was kind of from the side
She was doing it wrong
In an evil in the shed, always up till dawn
Why'd you tell her she's the one when she's really a pawn?
When the clock hits ten, I get really afraid
What the fuck did I even get done today?
When the cameras come out I wanna scratch my face
Twice as much as I wanted to yesterday
[Chorus]
But you always read me backwards, I know you're leading me on
I fucking hate the laughter that I hear when I zone out
I'm nodding in and out of conversations
I fucking hate it
Not as much as I hate this shit