[Verse 1]

Can't stop thinkin' 'bout the way that you stare

I bet you feel proud when you look in the mirror

I know that my body will never compare

But fuck it, I'm okay if I'm keeping you near

And I got best friends that don't know my soul

And I got family, they don't know me at all

And you got little secrets that'll keep me in awe

Whenever you remind me to think of them all

[Verse 2]

Havin' thoughts about myself (Myself)

No one's worried about my health (My health)

Had to climb up onto my shelf (My shelf)

Blow the dust, and ask for help (For help)

Maybe I've been looking at life through a lens

Maybe there's a rеason that I should try again

And I just wanna say I'm sorry to my only gem

Girl, you know we tried this again and again

I'm glad that wе realized we're better off as friends

No matter what, you're the one I will protect

I'll always make you smile with any chance I get

You have that smile that I will never forget

To the flower I neglected, I only wanted to feel protected

I'm sorry for not thinkin' 'bout your trauma

Big sis, you know that I love ya

Promise that you will treat baby with the love

That I always wanted but you were afraid of

You'll be the best mama to your brand new cub

I'll be the best uncle and I'll never run

No one stays on Earth to please themself

They only do it for someone else

But what if that person just goes away?

Is there really a reason that I should stay?

And I don't wanna be so down, down

But I gotta leave this town, town

Wanna move to Texas and shut out

'Cause if I stay here, I'll shut down

[Verse 3]

How you doin', mama? I know I made you proud

Wasn't the best kid, but look at me now

Retired you at 19, completed my vow

Sometimes, I stay up and ask myself "how?"

Did I get this life, and do I need more?

The answer is yes, I always want more

I wish I had a way to de-stress, mom

The girls in my life, they bring stress, mom

And no one's been the light like you, mom

No one can fight like you, mom

I'm sorry about the pills I was swallowin'

I know you hate the path I was followin'

But the weed makes me feel like I'm hollowed in

And when they all smoke, I'm left out again

But fuck it, I only need you, mom

I only live my life 'cause of you, mom

I only live my life 'cause of you, mom

I only live my life 'cause of you, mom

I only live my life 'cause of you, mom