I 'wanna cut all my body parts off

I just 'wanna be a lump of coal

Maybe then I'd have a chance to be of use

And still get to destroy this ugly world

It looks like my reflection does

For now, I'm fading in and out of consciousness

Looking for your outline on the wall

I can feel the distance grow every passing' day

And this cliff height increasing, ever tall

It'd be so easy now to let me fall

But you don't like that imagery at all

And I just hope you're happy

I just hope you're smiling

And laughing at somebody's stupid joke

Cause' I'm stuck in my head again, searching for some estrogen to change into the person that I know

Beside myself again, with all I wrote

Inside my mind I'll never be this ghost