WHTM - Intellectual

[Intro]

(vdv got it)

Tell me what hurt the most

The fact your daddy done left you?

Or the fact you call another, "Daddy" 'cause you think he make you feel special?

Uh, now I ain't tryin' to help

But, I been reckless on my own, painting walls

Before I asked about birth control, I ain't been using protection

Like, what the fuck I'm thinkin'?

Thinkin' it's okay for bitches take in my blessing

Uh, guess I'm still young and naive

But I can't let that be a reason why I'm fuckin' hurtin'

Like, my anxiety been killin' me

Like, how the fuck am I to feel when my sobriety been slippin' away?

When in the city of angels, it's too many demons

And all of the seasons arе feelin' the same

I don't have any timе to waste

But I been feelin' alone

Do-do anybody know how to help what I won't?

The only man is me, I think the only one is me

I think it's time to face the music that I put in front of me

And remember there's a reason I got people lookin' up to me

Reasons why I'm who they want to be

But to the question

I can't tell you what hurts the most

Maybe it's a fact that I need help

Or maybe it's the fact that I feel guilty that I did this to myself

I know I need to leave this in the past

But it gets hard when I start thinking 'bout the flaws in how I act

Or when there's somethin' that I can't remember from the recent past

Sometimes my mind'll fuck up, but I never blame it on my crash

I leave the blame on myself

Because I'm the reason why I am the way I am

Way I am