I think I swung with my eyes closed

Rose colored tones were superimposed

That night just east of trinity

I’m such a fool for false divinity

If I were to give you an excuse

I thought with you I’d win not lose

You loved the parts of me that I despise

Loud sirens calling for my sweet demise

Under my sheets, I play it back

Rolling our times together

A masochist, here comes the mist

You changed like Texas weather

And I know what they say I know

I know it’s for the better, the better

I can't pin you down when I'm color coding

Spinning around the wheel, I can't seem to find

Your perfect match. I don’t think you’re like than the rest

But we mix well. If you can stay, be my guest

And as our fall then began to fade

Our kinds of fun were more pure, homemade

Over your clouds, I thought that I could float

A shiny iceberg meets a sinking boat

Under my sheets, I play it back

Rolling our times together

A masochist, here comes the mist

You changed like Texas weather

And I know what they say

I know it’s for the better, the better

I can't pin you down when I'm color coding

I’m spinning around the wheel, I can't seem to find

Your perfect match. I don’t think you’re like the rest

Think we mix well. If you can stay, be my guest

Maybe next I’ll see you over the garden walls

Maybe next time you see me I will be standing tall

No more hands ‘round my back

I’ll be leading the pack

For now, I’m the joke and you forgot to laugh

Call me a hurricane, I don’t blow them away

I’m just a natural at being a disaster

I finally pinned you down while I color-coded

The wheel stopped on its tracks when I finally found

Your perfect match, a hue that I knew too well

Oil and water, I think separate work best

I know it and I knew then