Released on October 7, 2019

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I never knew I'd feel what heaven feels like

Until I opened my eyes

And your head was next to mine

On the first day, you brought me down some new stars

Two if we wanna count right

They're not as bright as you are

Or were then

Two silhouettes under red lights

Foreshadowing

Should I leave now?

You, my dancer in the dark

Cursed, in sync right from the start

Your neck, my new land

I marked it all grand

And I watched all of them

But look how the tables turn

Could never call you mine

But it's hard to let you go

Why can't you be tender?

When you're killing me slow?

In your bed, with my hands up high

My cheeks red, when you held me tight

And once you're gone

I'm walking down a city of bones

And right before you got yourself clean

You said some miles in between

Meant new places to sleep in

A blink and I fell from your grace

Waterworks, I can't feel my face

Trying to write on brand new slates

But without you, I can't think straight

I tried to read your empty signs

And walk through all your blurry lines

But maybe in another life

But this is not that life

Two silhouettes under red lights

I should've left

Right there and then

Mutual crime, I can attest

Kiss goodbye put it to rest

Your neck, my new land

I marked it all grand

Not the way that you marked me

You fade but I'm still here

Could never call you mine

But it's hard to let you go

Why can't you be tender?

When you're killing me slow?

In your bed, with my hands up high

My cheeks red, when you held me tight

And once you're gone

I'm walking down a city of bones

At night when I'm alone

I feel you in my bones

Feel you, feel you

But If I dance alone now

Will you be gone?

Will you? Will you?