the future only stings once

By Scrim

On lonely boy (deluxe edition)

Released on February 16, 2024

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[Intro: Myke Myke & Scrim]

What the fuck can I do? (You did good, $lick)

What the, what the fuck can I do? (It's a smash)

What the fuck can I do?

What the, what the fuck can I do?

What the fuck can I do?


[Verse 1]

Never understood my father 'til I became my father

Never understood my mother 'til I loved someone just like her, yeah

Running away from my problems

Too emotional, I just wanna go

Family drama in the farms

Brother begging for me, had to let him go

Used to think my daddy picked the drugs over me

Took my own battle with them drugs just to see

Took my battle with trauma just to understand my mama

Insert in some dollars, some unfamiliar drama, but no

My bottom went lower

Then ducking out mid day on that sofa

That side of town, I was out of reach

On the tenth count, I was out at three

Lookin' in my eyes, see a broken boy

Wouldn't make it, boy, see we told you, boy


[Bridge: Myke Myke]

What the fuck can I do?

What the, what the fuck can I do?

What the fuck can I do?

What the, what the fuck can I do?

What the fuck can I do?

What the fuck can I do?


[Verse 2]

Begging, pleading to my brothers

Be anything but me

All the fame, smoke and mirrors for the grief

Diamond chains, persona names

Sold out shows, I hear the craze, screaming "Grey"

Still, I feel alone

Feel like I don't belong

Drugs in my carry-on

To help me carry on

Can't figure out what's wrong

Please don't hang up the phone, don't hang up the phone (Don't hang up the phone)

It's killing me to watch you go

Right back down the same road

Feel like I'm going insane, woah

Please, just tell me, bro


[Outro: Myke Myke]

What the fuck can I do?

What the, what the fuck can I do?

What the fuck can I do?

What the, what the fuck can I do?

What the, what the fuck can I do?

What the fuck can I do?