tears of war - Intellectual

[Verse 1]

My enemies like to dress up as friends to me

Output that's so insane, some people claim there's ten of me

Fuck a black belt, I'm the tenth degree

Moonwalking 'round the entropy

Fell in love with drugs, it was meant to be

Broken promises of "eventually"

Confusing time as a remedy

Praying "God, grant me serenity"

Thoughts so fucked up, I can't talk 'bout it

My skin crawl and my heart throbbing

Fuck you know 'bout pain that's chart topping?

Fuck you know 'bout (Don't say it, Slick, you know God watching)

Shit was dark, mom was calling morticians

Popped so much, should have stock in prescriptions

Wasn't no muhfuckin' pot to go piss in

I've seen shit and they fit the description

The voice for the broken and sinners

I give hope to the ghetto ambitions

I give hope to the fiends and addicted

If I crash then there's gon' be collisions

Fuck they know 'bout tears of war?

Pupils pinned off a big dose

Type to kill for my kinfolk

Locked in, fuck outside

I ain't even looking out a window

Riding Kimbo, big black truck

Blunt looking like a fat fuck

Jewel Scott, get 'em slapped up

Like a dike bitch, I'm strapped up

Pull up Lamborghini on my granny street

It's A or die, I ain't plan for B

You can ask my momma, ain't no planning me

Thank God there's meds for my sanity

Fighting everything, even gravity

Gulf a jump away from my balcony

Getting fucked with by these racist pigs

Where my lawyer? I ain't saying shit

Raised fucked up but wasn't raised to snitch

Raised fucked up but wasn't raised a bitch

Fucked up, ain't saving shit

Fuck saving me, go and save the kids

Fuck they know 'bout tears of war?