skrt cobain - Intellectual

Part I

[Intro]

(You did good, $lick)

(It's a smash)

(L-l-l-l-l-l-lonely boy)

[Verse 1]

Crashin' on my grandma couch, couldn't feel my whole face

Now I cash my grandma out, done came a long way

My daddy scared for me, he sees that I'm worn down

Your boy a Rolling Stone and, no, I can't slow down

Back on my lonely (Back on my lonely), down for the long way

Ain't really been myself

Drugs runnin' through my cells

Fucked up 'cause I'm fucked up

Body can't move, but my eyes rollin'

Fucked up, keep pourin' up

'Cause I ain't the one to be dyin' sober

[Chorus]

'Cause I, I might die in my sleep if I slow down

Back on the road where nobody knows me

And when I land, there'll be no one to hold me

It's been the loneliest days of my lifе

I might die in my sleep if I slow down

Back on the road wherе nobody knows me

And when I land, there'll be no one to hold me

It's been the loneliest days of my life

[Verse 2]

Count a million, lose a million all in the same day

Missin' the days when they looked at me the same way

God gave me a new life, still I struggle with some old ways

Baby, don't mind my demons by the door

[Pre-Chrous]

'Cause I won't be long

I don't not belong

Ain't really been myself

Drugs runnin' through my cells

Fucked up 'cause I'm fucked up

Ain't really been myself

Fucked up 'cause I'm fucked up

Drugs runnin' through my cells

Fucked up 'cause I'm fucked up

[Chorus]

'Cause I, I might die in my sleep if I slow down

Back on the road where nobody knows me

And when I land, there'll be no one to hold me

It's been the loneliest days of my life

I might die in my sleep if I slow down

Back on the road where nobody knows me

And when I land, there'll be no one to hold me

It's been the loneliest days of my life

Part II

[Intro]

(You did good, $lick)

Yeah

Top laid back, body full of stress

(It's a smash)

Yeah, mhm, yeah

(L-l-l)

Lights brighten up, but I stay depressed

(L-l-lonely boy)

Yeah

I'm feeling sad, can you roll somethin' for me?

Yeah

Down bad, can you pour somethin' for me?

Woke up, new day, new problems

I just paid a rehab for my mama

Late nights, trackin' Daddy 'cause he wildin' (Daddy, wow)

I be speedrunnin' trauma

Speedrunner, speedrunner (Speedrunner, speedrunner)

Speedrunner, speedrunner

Lotta different color pills

All it do is hurt and I just don't wanna feel

I got wounds that never heal

Rather live a lie, truth too hard to—

[Bridge]

I don't wanna feel shit, no

[Verse 2]

Tear drop shawty, cryin' in the party

When it all falls down, baby, will you ride for me?

Somewhere on the northside with the Glock on me

My life been a ghost town, I'ma die haunted

Tryna read my Bible, but I'm duckin' out instead

I got Christ up in my heart, but the Devil in my head

World went dull, life no longer mysterious

This shit is serious, I take myself too serious

I feel delirious

Chasin' after waterfalls

Stay sedated 'cause I can't control my cortisol

Behind the scenes never good as the photo wall

Was never meant for the top, I was born to fall

[Chorus]

Top laid back, body full of stress

Yeah, mhm, yeah

Lights brighten up, but I stay depressed

Yeah

I'm feeling sad, can you roll somethin' for me?

Yeah

Down bad, can you pour somethin' for me?

[Outro]

I don't wanna feel shit, no