Released on May 15, 2020

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[Intro]

Pull the trigger Budd Dwyer

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[Chorus]

Uh, Meds in my socks, I took off down the block

I been running all my life, think it's time to stop

I am so damn tired, body wanna drop, ah

It is so lonely, lonely at the top, ah

Uh, Meds in my socks, I took off down the block

I been running all my life, think it's time to stop, ah

I am so damn tired, body wanna drop, ah

It is so lonely, lonely at the top, ah


[Verse 1]

I got what they want and it's still not enough

Hole so deep inside and I can't stuff it up

Whether it's with these hoes or with these drugs (Or with these drugs)

I don't wanna be here, wanna get the fuck

Miss my family and I miss my girl

I try my best to give them all the world

Feel like I am not enough sometimes (Sometimes)

Crying in my hands, like, "Why?"

Love me for who I am, don't love me for what I do

Love you with everything, tell me "I love you too"

I done gave everything, I don't got nothing left

I am exhausted, still wish you all the best


[Chorus]

Uh, Meds in my socks, I took off down the block

I been running all my life, think it's time to stop

I am so damn tired, body wanna drop, ah

It is so lonely, lonely at the top, ah

Uh, Meds in my socks, I took off down the block

I been running all my life, think it's time to stop, ah

I am so damn tired, body wanna drop, ah

It is so lonely, lonely at the top, ah


[Verse 2]

I can see my Dad's shame in his eyes

Feel like he wasn't enough and don't know why (Don't know why)

I'm sorry if I made you feel more than less

Did everything for me, you did your best

I can see myself in my brothers

I got some traits from my mother (From my mother)

Sometimes it do scare me

Sometimes I get worried

Hope they don't be like me, I gotta leave in a hurry

Don't want them picking up habits

Don't want them feeling all damaged

I would give my life for them

Right now, trying hard to swim


[Chorus]

Uh, Meds in my socks, I took off down the block

I been running all my life, think it's time to stop

I am so damn tired, body wanna drop, ah

It is so lonely, lonely at the top, ah

Uh, Meds in my socks, I took off down the block

I been running all my life, think it's time to stop, ah

I am so damn tired, body wanna drop, ah

It is so lonely, lonely at the top, ah