physician, heal thyself!

By Scrim

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Released on April 18, 2025

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[Intro: Sweet Boy & Scrim]

I wonder

Where you sleep

(You did good, $lick)

(It's a Smash)


[Chorus: Scrim]

So high I don't feel nothing (Let's go)

Smoking my whole life away, my lungs barely pumping (Ayy, turn me up)

Aches throughout my body, I can barely keep it running (Oh-whoa)

So much weighing on my mind, can barely lift my head up (Yeah)

Too scared if I fall this time, I won't be able to get up (Woo)

I been dying to feel good, living with this pain (This pain)

Chemicals in my veins, just enough to keep me sane (Oh-woo)

(Away, yeah, yeah)

What's there left for me to gain?

Tell me when it all changed? Nothing is the same (Ahh-ahh)

Conflicted by the stranger taking up my mirror (Oh whoa)

Heart of an angel, body of a sinner (Oh whoa)

They say more money, more problems, no wonder I'm sicker (Oh whoa)

Safety off the trigger

Like, should I end it? (Bow, bow)


[Verse: Scrim]

So many nights was tempted, scarred with blisters on my hand (Oh whoa)

Ain't no point in talking about it, you wouldn't understand

Went from living it day by day to living it gram by gram (Living it gram by gram)

Loved ones looking me in the face, don't recognize who I am (Oh-oh)

Popping on pills, with this kinda pain, you think I care what's in it? (Oh whoa)

It's like I'm into the paranormal the way I ghost these bitches (Oh whoa)

They all leave me broke thinking that they gone do some fixing (Some fixing)

All the roads that lead to me surrounded by burning bridges (Yeah)

Real good at bad decision (Ayy, turn me up)

Flexing in bad conditions

Popping on Perc's even when I see blurred, they still ain't got half my vision

Pulling up STAFF, I'm dripping

Don't ever ask what I'm sipping (Shh)

Can't trust no hoe, did that before and all of my cash went missing (Brr-oh)


[Bridge: Scrim]

Take me anywhere, just don't take me home (Just don't take me home)

This house became a place where I don't belong (Where I don't belong)

Don't know if this the top, but I'm all alone (But I'm all alone)

(Yeah) Hope I'm dead by dawn

(Dead by dawn)


[Chorus: Scrim]

So high I don't feel nothing (Let's go)

Smoking my whole life away, my lungs barely pumping (Ayy, turn me up)

Aches throughout my body, I can barely keep it running (Oh-whoa)

So much weighing on my mind, can barely lift my head up (My head up)

Too scared if I fall this time, I won't be able to get up (Woo)

I been dying to feel good, living with this pain (This pain)

Chemicals in my veins, just enough to keep me sane (Oh-woo)

(Away, yeah, yeah)

What's there left for me to gain?

Tell me when it all changed? Nothing is the same (Ahh-ahh)

Conflicted by the stranger taking up my mirror (Oh whoa)

Heart of an angel, body of a sinner (Oh whoa)

They say more money, more problems, no wonder I'm sicker (Turn me up)

Safety off the trigger

Like, should I end it?


[Outro: Sweet Boy]

Where you sleep

Hi, this is *beep* [?] Auto Transport

I'm just— in regards to the pick up of your two Lamborghini Urus