lord, i’m tired

By Scrim

On runaway

Released on May 29, 2026

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Lord I'm tired

I'm carrying my blood line

Wrestling with questions

Like hoping I still got time, yeah

If you see a heart, it's not mine

$lim screaming, "Don't do it" while tears fall on a Glock nine, yeah

Been wakin' up with blood on my sheets

So stressed, I bleed when I sleep

Blind eyes screaming, "Why me, God?"

Sip 'til the pint dry

Lord, I'm tired

Lord, I'm tired

Lord, I'm tired

Lord, I'm

Lord, I'm

Yeah

I've been tryna find a way out, Lord

Oh, oh. But there I am wherever I go

Oh, oh. Alone and afraid, at home ain't the same

Wake up paranoid, would it be my last day?

I was just a child crying in the driveway

Just a broken boy wondering "Where's this Yahweh?"

Where this God of the preachers? Why I never see Him?

Shut the fuck up 'bout a promise

Now I don't believe Him, starin' at the barrel

Looking for a reason, blood paint the wall Venetian

I just wanna be done

Lord, I'm tired

Lord, I'm

Lord, I'm tired of the lies, I don't wanna hear it

Lord, I'm tired of the pain, I don't wanna relive it

Like, God, I've been praying, hoping that You lift it

But if I blow my brains out, I hope that You forgive me, yeah

Get high 'fore I hit the highway

Struggle with God, I been hurt by blind faith

Can't have Him worrying 'bout my mind state

Jesus, take the wheel, I can't drive straight

So much taking pills in a tristate

I'm burning millions like they carbohydrates, yeah

I pop the seal when it's time to hydrate

So lost, God can't even find me

Lord, I'm tired

Lord, I'm tired

Lord, I'm tired

Lord, I'm

Lord, I'm, yeah, yeah

Lord, I'm tired

Lord, I'm tired

I need you, I need you