is it worse to live as a monster or die a good man?

By Scrim

On runaway

Released on May 29, 2026

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[Intro]

(You did good, $lick)

(It's a smash)

(Sorry, lonely boy)


[Verse 1]

Just confirmed my worst fear, that I'm not enough

Give everything I have to find out it ain't worth that much

Bar set low, love, I don't need it much

But I got everything I dreamed if you're someone I trust

Scrolling down your IG, tryna push these thoughts away

Lately when I try to get close, you seem so far away

I know I'm hard to love with walls you tryna chip away

And by the time you get inside, you'll wish you never stayed


[Chorus]

But ain't no cryin' in the Bentley truck

Bein' good never good enough

But ain't no crying in the Bentley truck

I swear thеse songs never sad еnough


[Post-Chorus]

Save me a reservation

Yeah (Yeah), yeah (Yeah), yeah (Yeah), yeah

For your expectations


[Verse 2]

Yeah, peace lookin' like a death wish

Workaholic, I'm restless

Asking me why I'm chained up, confused, I ain't bring a necklace

Cold touch like I'm breathless

Prayed that it wouldn't affect us

Now she on her way to Texas

And now it's green when I text shit

Now I really wanna wreck shit

Crash the Bentley by the exit

Tellin' me I need reflecting

But what you think my mind doin' 24/7? (Fuck)

Say you feel neglected, pulled the plug on connectin'

Can see it in your eyes, now you just regrettin'

Now I feel rejected

Tryna play my role, provide and protectin'

I'm sorry I ain't perfect, I'm sorry that I'm workin'

Never cussed, cheated, or hurt you though, gotta count for somethin'

Like a CPA, I can't account for nothing

I know it's hard to love a missing man that is right in front you

Emotions get to runnin', so I get to runnin'

Guess I was meant for some great things, but never meant for lovin', yeah


[Chorus]

But ain't no cryin' in the Bentley truck

Bein' good never good enough

But ain’t no crying in the Bentley truck

I swear these songs never sad enough


[Post-Chorus]

Save me a reservation

Yeah (Yeah), yeah (Yeah), yeah (Yeah), yeah

For your expectations


[Outro]

Yeah, that's, that's kinda, I don't know, I'm, I'm in this weird, hunt

I'm in this weird hunt for me

You know, and you gotta kinda go out into the wilderness and like mess it up a little bit and get dirty a little bit

You know, He made Adam out of dirt

Adam was a dirty motherfucker, you know? Haha

That's the Christian man, you know, you know, He made Eve out of his rib, but he made Adam out of the fucking dirt