[Intro]
(It's a smash)
(Lonely boy)
[Verse 1]
Used to wanna die, now I'm up countin' racks
I was platinum in my city 'fore I ever seen a plaque
Mama fucked up from the pain in her back
So I knew I had to get it, whether trappin' or rap
Sleep through the daytime, up when it's dark
Drugs in my veins, tryna numb up my scars
Feel myself fadin', remember me, Lord
I'm the thief in calvary up on the cross
[Chorus]
Dark thoughts steady on my mind
If I don't make it, tell my mama I tried
Pop my meds 'til my heart flatline
Ice cold eyes, when I cry, I shine, yeah
Northside, where it's fivе plus nine
Bury me dead with my threes to thе sky
Bury me dead with my pills and a pint
Hopin' there's a Heaven where the fiends get high, yeah
[Verse 2]
Tears in the ashtray, blood on the floor
Walls closin' in, eyes glued to the door
Another sealed deal, just to feel I need more
'Til I saw my brother blue in his wife arms
My girl was prayin', I ain't even try
Body pass out before it let me cry
I been so jaded, went numb to survive
Tryna turn anxiety into more time
[Chorus]
Dark thoughts steady on my mind
If I don't make it, tell my mama I tried
Pop my meds 'til my heart flatline
Ice cold eyes, when I cry, I shine, yeah
Northside, where it's five plus nine
Bury me dead with my threes to the sky
Bury me dead with my pills and a pint
Hopin' there's a Heaven where the fiends get high, yeah
[Verse 3]
Who-who gon' save a lost one? Who gon' love a fiend? Yeah
See a evil omen every time that I sleep
Body like a boneyard, from every deadly sin
Ain't no runnin' from the dark, yeah, you know how this ends
Know how this ends
[Chorus]
Dark thoughts steady on my mind
If I don't make it, tell my mama I tried
Pop my meds 'til my heart flatline
Ice cold eyes, when I cry, I shine, yeah
Northside, where it's five plus nine
Bury me dead with my threes to the sky
Bury me dead with my pills and a pint
Hopin' there's a Heaven where the fiends get high, yeah
[Outro]
Oh, yeah
Oh, yeah
Oh, yeah
Oh, yeah
(You did good, $lick)