depression, my best friend

By Scrim

On via crucis

Released on April 18, 2025

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[Intro]

(Lonely boy)


[Chorus]

Blood on my feet, I been runnin' so long

I’ll never change and she’ll hope that I’m wrong

She'll say I'm damaged and it's time to move on

I'm poppin' Xanax, spiraled out on the lawn, yeah

Molly got me feeling like I just might die, yeah

Too scared to close my eyes

Too scared to close my eyes

My demons, they always like to wait 'til night

Too scared to close my eyes

Too scared to


[Post-Chorus]

Not get high

Too scared to

Not get high


[Verse]

Ooh, hurts too much to breathe, and love ain’t saving me

Ooh, so use me while you can, before that trigger squeeze

Depression, my best friend

Last house on the block, by a dead end

Wrestling with questions

But if I ever knew the truth, I'd be dead then


[Bridge]

Woah

Woah


[Chorus]

Blood on my feet, I been runnin' so long (I've been runnin' so long)

I’ll never change and she’ll hope that I’m wrong (She’ll hope that I’m wrong)

She'll say I'm damaged and it's time to move on (It's time to move on)

I'm poppin' Xanax, spiraled out on the lawn (Spiraled out on the lawn)

Molly got me feeling like I just might die (Yeah)

Too scared to close my eyes

Too scared to close my eyes (Too scared to)

My demons, they always like to wait 'til night (Yeah)

Too scared to close my eyes

Too scared to (Too scared to)


[Post-Chorus]

Not get high (Too scared to not get high, to scared to not get high)

Too scared to

Not get high (Too scared to not get high, to scared to not get high)


[Outro]

No

Hurts too much to breathe, and love ain’t savin' me

No, no

So use me while you can, before that trigger squeeze

Depression, my best friend

Last house on the block, by a dead end

Wrestling with questions

But if I ever knew the truth, I'd be dead then

(It's a Smash)