blood knife - Intellectual

[Intro]

(Lonely boy)

Yeah

Stressed out, readin' Luke, then it all clicked

Think I been worried bout the wrong shit

Tryna go to sleep, gotta have the phone flipped

Trauma bounce back when I see the phone lit, uh (You did good, $lick)

Locked in or depression, either way, I'm lookin' homeless

Pills to up my serotonin (It's a smash)

I done missed so many moments, uh, yeah

I been upping up my prayer life, tryna get my head right, uh, yeah

See my daddy breakin' down, he been fallin' damn near every night, uh, yeah

Let the house get empty, let them think that I don't cry, uh

Terrified, time flying, oh no, I don't wanna die (Oh)

You know my heart, oh Lord, I can't lie to you (Oh)

But oh Father, I can barely lift my eyes to you, no (Oh)

Have mercy on me, a sinner (Oh)

Have mercy on me, a sinner, yeah (Oh)

You know my heart, oh Lord, I can't lie to you

But oh Father, I can barely lift my eyes to you

Have mercy on me, a sinner

Have mercy on me, a sinner, yeah

Like a wolf with a blood knife

I'm just tryna get my buzz right

Space cadet like I'm Buzz Light'

Certain death like it's fuck life, uh, oh, oh

Is it good? is it bad? How do I know?

Pills slow me down, but they make the time go

All my problems of my makin', guess I got hope (Oh)