bleak midwinter

By Scrim

On runaway

Released on May 29, 2026

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[Intro]

I've been all alone (You did good, $lick)

(It's a smash)

No one left to call

I've been all alone (Lonely boy)


[Verse 1]

Yeah, mind full of noise, but my body still

Too scared to look inside, I can't face the guilt (Okay, okay)

I'm hearin' they like me better when I'm takin' pills, shit (Okay)

And they not wrong for real

I'm tryin' my best to be a good man (Okay), even when it look bad

Release this if I die, written on journals in a book bag

So much I won't look at, so I get hard to look at

Catch me if you can, baby, I'm too far to look back, yeah


[Refrain]

Just keep runnin' and runnin' and runnin', yeah (Keep runnin' and runnin' and runnin')

Just keep runnin' and runnin' and runnin', yeah (Okay, yeah, hold up)

Just keep runnin' and runnin' and runnin', yeah (Keep runnin' and runnin' and runnin')

Yeah, just keep runnin' and runnin' and runnin', yeah


[Verse 2]

A prey to misеry and some depression, yеah (Turn me up)

Guess I got things that I struggle acceptin', yeah

I know I love them, but struggle connectin', fuck

What the fuck is wrong with me?

Ain't been no good son to my parents (Parents)

Lost boy, I'm errant (I'm errant)

No time for them, got errands

Can't hide, the flaws too glaring, yeah, yeah

Can't seem to figure this shit out

Empty rooms in a big house

Crowded rooms, see myself out, yeah

In a shell made of self doubt (Woah)

Full of fear with my chest out

Wife checking in, but I'm checked out (Woah), yeah

Every off day feelin' stressed out (Yeah)

Fuck a break, what's next now? (Let's go)

Heartaches and let downs (It's me), yeah


[Chorus]

Runaway boy, runaway, yeah

Runaway boy, runaway, yeah

Runaway boy, runaway, yeah (Runaway)

Runaway boy, runaway, yeah (Ooh), yeah


[Verse 3]

Run away from yourself, run away when it get rough (Let's go)

Fuck they talkin' 'bout help? Bitch I'm off of these drugs (Uh-huh)

Been that way since a child, boy, you'll never be enough

They try to get too close (Go), I take off in a rush

Who the fuck am I gonna talk to? (Who) Even myself, can't trust, yeah

Still that same lil broken boy, ain't nothing new about it (Ain't nothin' new)

Truth lookin' right in my eyes like what you gonna do about it?


[Chorus]

Runaway boy, runaway, yeah

Runaway boy, runaway, yeah

Runaway boy, runaway, yeah (Runaway)

Runaway boy, runaway, yeah (Ooh)