[Verse 1]

I just feel like I'm a fluke

I know that I'm lucky

But Jesus there must be a reason

I'm hating the shit that I do

My work is the rope at my neck like a noose

I build myself up just to watch it go loose

'Cause I'm just a baby

I can't walk in or fit in these adult shoes

I'm rambling

Annoying can't handle it

Tell me to shut the fuck up I can manage it

I got no drive, I'm just living my life

But I'm losing the passion to improve my talent it's

Hard to keep up with the people that care

Fabvl or DPS I don't compare

I see the love that they have for the music

For me I'm just stressed and I'm full of despair

I can't be giving 100%

But I know if I don't I'm embarrassed to share

I was the first that's the reason I'm here

I don't look to the future 'cause that makes me scared

I hate my voice and the shit that I say

Bet that you're hearing the 80th take

I hate myself I just get in the way

But I open the file and I do it again

[Pre-Chorus: HalaCG]

I used to think what one in a hundred said

Was what I was

'Cause I trusted no one would see

Past what I could not

[Chorus: HalaCG]

But we could talk about anything

Anything

Yeah

And I could do about anything

Anything

Yeah

I still would think these thoughts

But know deep down I'll come around

I've learnt I've earned this spot and

I've learnt to trust my sound

[Verse 2: Rustage]

This was thing I was dreaming of

I cannot keep it up

I've made a lot of new friends but

I'm sorry I've struggled to keep in touch

I think I've seen enough

And honestly I think it seems too much

I'll never be happy I guess

What I thought was my solace now eats me up

It is so obvious

I don't think any of my peers like the work that I do

I see the way that they hype up each other

But they would not care if I didn't have views

They would not care if I didn't have views

I'd be forgotten, so tell me the truth

"Yes you got fans

But the people who know what they're saying, ain't saying a thing about you"

I know I'm pathetic

It just reconfirms the things I fear

They don't need to like me

It just makes my situation clear

Working for a decade

And they're better in a couple years

Why do I still bother

Please just move along and leave me here

[Pre-Chorus: HalaCG]

I used to think what one in a hundred said

Was what I was

'Cause I trusted no one would see

Past what I could not

[Chorus: HalaCG]

But we could talk about anything

Anything

Yeah

And I could do about anything

Anything

Yeah

I still would think these thoughts

But know deep down I'll come around

I've learnt I've earned this spot and

I've learnt to trust my sound