Passes by

By Rustage

On Atlantic

Released on November 20, 2016

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[Intro: Sakiseshy]

As time passes by


[Verse 1: Rustage]

Fuck, this is how I feel 'cause I feel like I'm stuck

Like my fate is sealed, and I'm all out of luck

This is so unreal, I don't appeal

To the image in my head that I bred

'Til I suck, I'm so useless, and I'm out of excuses

I know what to do, but my body just refuses

I'm fighting with me, and it's me that always loses

Leavin' these emotions in my gut like they're bruises

I don't hate my life, I hate myself

I hate how I waste my time, I hate myself

I hate the choices I make, and I hate myself

I hate every inch of my body, I wish I was someone else

When I'm in bed then I'm not afraid

I just lay for days, I let it slip away

You get used to the comfort when you've let pain stay

My movement encumbered by my own gateways


[Chorus: Sakiseshy]

The stars in the sky, they shine so bright

The sun and the moon fight through the night

And I'm lost, and I'm afraid that I'm wasting all my days

As time passes by


[Verse 2: Rustage]

And so, people think I'm great

Eh, that's a huge mistake

I feel myself falling at an increasing rate

I don't need to wait, because I've seen disgrace

Been yelling at myself saying, "Please create", uh

I'm debating, negating all this self-hating

But waiting until I'm making these mistakes

And then I'm wasting all my time

I'm dating my hi-drive, I'm still raging at my mind

I find it hard to be alive, so I'm lacking right behind

All these people who are getting where they want to be

I'm feeling like a loser, writing myself an apology

I could've been a prodigy, but acting irresponsibly

I'm just a failure waiting for these people to catch on to me


[Bridge: Rustage]

I just don't know what's wrong

I fuck it all up, just wait till it's gone

I'm so lazy, and I wish I knew why

I'm just wasting my life as time passes by


[Chorus: Sakiseshy]

The stars in the sky, they shine so dim

The sun and the moon, they wear me thin

And I'm feeling like I'm worthless 'cause the world refused to stop

As time passes by

The stars in the sky, they shine so bright

The sun and the moon fight through the night

And I'm lost, and I'm afraid that I'm wasting all my days

As time passes by