Goodbye (Yuta Rap)

By Rustage

Released on May 6, 2022

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[Verse 1: Rustage]

All these promises of love can leave you broken, hear the snapping bones

Discordant chords run parallel to melodies and happy tones

Maybe I was scared of what it would be like to stand alone

The crimes are not my doing, but the sins are ones I can atone

Love and hate, they make perfect partners

Unafraid to lay claims to martyrs

Suffocate, I won't wait for answers

Cut away through the pain, katanas

Darkness, I'm causing carnage

I've been blind to the grief I harness

Madе it mine, I gon' keep my chances

Maki time, makе them see like glasses

Leaving my memories tarnished, I wield a devil incarnate, wish I had asked it

When you've been living through trauma, it's often the need to let go that will hit you the hardest

I've got a guard that I take for granted, bound to the brush that will paint my target

Dragged through the mud, I gon' live through hardship, all the regrets for the life of the girl that departed


[Pre-Chorus: HalaCG]

I hate that I became something you couldn't like

Until the end I was the curse that hurt the people closest


[Chorus: HalaCG]

Never meant to be a burden

Just wanted to protect you

Special grade, a special person

And I know that it affects you

All the pressure, oh, it scares you

I know separate we'd be better

Won't cry, yeah

So it's okay to say goodbye


[Verse 2: Rustage]

Goodbye

I hope that you had a good life

I know the processes took time

Know I did nothing and stood by

I was denying the fact that you could die

If anything wish they had took mine

I misunderstood why

Thank you for loving me, you were my good side

Good side, special grade and special person

Cut me open like a surgeon, poison venom like a serpent

I be pulling back the curtains, trading powers like a merchant

You be acting like a servant, our future is something we work to determine

My mindset is certain

I'm sick of the baggage and leaving you hurtin'

I've not been observant, like Inumaki, I be speaking it wordless

Through my actions I make peace with my burdens

I got to push down my fears, but I'm nervous

Had to let go, but I know I deserve this

Rikka, I'm sorry, did you a disservice

Thank you, sending you back to the surface


[Chorus: HalaCG]

Never meant to be a burden

Just wanted to protect you

Special grade, a special person

And I know that it affects you

All the pressure, oh, it scares you

I know separate we'd be better

Won't cry, yeah

So it's okay to say goodbye


[Bridge: Rustage]

When I saw the blood pooling at my feet, I know I was weak

I know, but the pain, it wouldn't cease, I played a game of make believe

I bet away your peace, I bet away the sanctity

I bound you to a limbo, chained away to my own love and greed

I don't know what love could mean

I was being selfish and determined that you couldn't leave

You just want what's best for me, it's not your fault, I'm left to grieve

It's hard to be apart, but letting go is what will set you free


[Pre-Chorus: HalaCG]

I hate that I became something you couldn't like

Until the end I was the curse that hurt the people closest


[Chorus: HalaCG]

Never meant to be a burden

Just wanted to protect you

Special grade, a special person

And I know that it affects you

All the pressure, oh, it scares you

I know separate we'd be better

Won't cry, yeah

So it's okay to say goodbye