Released on January 19, 2022

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[Verse 1]

Still, I remember the night, all set alight

Rado and Michael were like, "Yo, gas cok, gas, Indomaret Point together right after Jaksa!"

That time for me's quite costly

'Cause I obtained that one hope that I'd socialize more

Then, I continued to meet some nice homies

Ariq called my phone to ask me what my course up next was

I stumbled on Diangga, noticed that this guy was funny

With his foul mouth, but he could make our hearts jolly

Evan popped up, sayin' "I'm from Klaten city too!"

Saw Nathan when we joined EDS

Hе flexed 'bout how he oftеn met some artists in his hometown

Bumpin' into Ridho and Will, and Riki sitting next to me

The day we chilled together at PKL is the day we're meant to be brothers ever since


[Chorus]

But I'm sending my apology to all my friends I've hurt

Seems like I only used them as a welcome mat and left my dirt

But honestly I'd go back to them when I'm at my worst

I'm more than grateful for your presence although we've disbanded

But I just don't know


[Verse 2]

To the beach we peregrinated

Reached into new memories

Each one of us enjoyed the trips

Street food and movies

We got too close and opened up way too much

But that's when we knew one another deeper

All characteristics, different sentiments

And we were sick of living in peace

So we decided to play with fire and burned a bridge

That connected us as we started to slowly deceive

And give each member a kiss of Judas

Smiles were crooked, personalities were fake

I ain't excluding me, I once wanted to benefit myself from this fellowship

And leave 'em alone

We were toxic and that's what parted us into teams in a team

Some even changed their circle of friends

Our dreams were smashed into smithereens

And we live choosing to split than to fix things

And pandemic hasn't existed but we've been socially distanced


[Chorus]

But I'm sending my apology to all my friends I've hurt

Seems like I only used them as a welcome mat and left my dirt

But honestly I'd go back to them when I'm at my worst

I'm more than grateful for your presence although we've disbanded

But I just-


[Verse 3]

And here's to Mike, there would never be me without you

I was ready to lend a hand when you were down about school

But the wrong timing made you feel like I pushed aside you

Sorry for your loss, but your father must be proud of you

And Rado, thanks for being a kind boon companion for these 9 dudes

For always being down to do whatever we went right through

And Riki, I would like to tell you the harsh truth

We don't see eye to eye most of the times but I always support you how you do to me

It's tantamount to Diangga, I will not put out of my mind, our rides

But I apologize too, I gave you the go-by though I was someone you stood up for

Ridho, I miss you, amigo, you cheered entourages of people up to just realize you were glum too

My bad, I gave you no wise views when you asked for an advice, cuk, I ain't qualified to

And Ariq, I value how you as a guy who got slews of fly buddies wanna befriend a weirdo like me

Evan, you and I ain't that close

Hope I blew no opportunity to be your chum soon

'Cause I knew how well you broke the ice, cool

Nathan, you brought the best in me out

You mean a lot in my youth

One of the brightest night moons igniting my room

Haven't a slight clue how to describe you

Will, accept my huge gratitude

Around too many more to count

Glooms, angers and delights

You listened to my outlooks, I got you

What should I do to overcome, glue back us as one troop?

I wish the best for all you, Saudara Sekontal group

This isn't a goodbye note

I'm just tryin' to excuse my French for makin' you feel like I two-time you

You guys are my crew forever, I love you