Released on January 27, 2023

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[Verse 1]

Oh no no no

Oh no no no

I’m composed

Of the oldest of souls

But it seems

My best of schemes

Would lead to me

Bringing out the worst of my dreams

I would never wake up screaming

What I can’t deny is the rate my heart is beating

Sick of the cycle that keeps repeating

Don’t know what I’m needing

I won’t rely on the needle

My efforts were so feeble


[Verse 2]

Prophecies

Ending all these deities

But the enemy

Can see and is trying

To end all these things

I can’t put aggravation and depression

In the same conversation

I’m looking for a life with sound meaning

I call it echolocation

Everything can be found

And you’re bound to be found

But anyone is obvious and ominous

Hate finds its way to being honest

But lies end in tears and somebody dying

Just insecurities and purities

Looking through deception

Caused by my creation

Fate is heartbreaking

I can't hold these emotions

Destructive capabilities

I just want the amenities

To let me go so I can break from the chains

That change

The amount of change

You get in your paycheck

God’s messenger

The watchful prophet

He’s nothing but a kid

But reality has settled in


[Verse 3]

Respect is all I need

To proceed

To catch up to those who succeeded

I ain’t greedy

Feeding a black hole it ain’t easy

My life feels episodic

The neurotic

Reaction

Relatives in the past tense

I’m starting to less of you in my reflection

It is rapidly concerning

Burning in hell

It seems you earned it

Willing to forfeit

Won’t even die for it

I’m inspired

By the violence

I may be destined to crash

While on autopilot

For arson, I fear the indictment

Kava kava numb the excitement

That snow might’ve iced him

My pride did encourage suicide

See I tell the truth

But you won’t dare it

Cuz I will inherit

The merit

Left by my grandparents

As my body rejects

What I’ve consumed

So my hand can rest on your tomb

Because your light helped my flowers bloom

I wasn't too late I'd be way too soon

I can’t let a soul see the bruise

Where in my life did I choose

The right choice and a mistake didn’t follow too

I can see what’s so worthless

But even then I see a purpose