[Intro]
*Pages flipping*
[Chorus]
Holding onto Grandma's memorabilia
But outside folks pushing paraphernalia
Thought I lost big Bro when he had that seizure
Couldn't ease Pop’s pain with anesthesia
Pray Momma's vertigo don't make her weaker
I was made to take care of my people
And shine a light on these evil creatures
To cut the head off of these reptilians
[Verse 1]
Fam got overachievers and some got misdemeanors
The act was so egregious policеs don't dare to speak it
They cannot rеcollect but they don't amnesia
So trust me when I say we all know dangerous people
No don't ask for features, yeah you know the procedure
I don't like being invited out either
Cuz I'm being followed by demons
I'm too hungry to sit and be meager
Dawg I don’t believe in leisure
I attempted people pleasing
But it made them think I’m weaker
Well maybe I am, thinking back to the days
In basement from where I stand
My parents’ goal was to make demand
And keep hold of your childrens’ hands
Before they’re lost in sands of time
I gon get all planned out
My deep thoughts get canned, ah
Look my master gland expired
My skin got love and hate inscribed
Photo albums retold my life
I shed tears of joy knowing my family loved me before they died
That they loved me before I die
I tell you this because I’m
[Chorus]
Holding onto Grandma's memorabilia
But outside folks pushing paraphernalia
Thought I lost big Bro when he had that seizure
Couldn't ease Pop’s pain with anesthesia
Pray Momma's vertigo don't make her weaker
I was made to take care of my people
And shine a light on these evil creatures
To cut the head off of these reptilians
[Verse 2]
The class act can see you’re performative
Is you dressed or drenched in counterfeit images
See this one for the kids who missed they parents
Cuz a crazy shift or you’re in the orphanage
Wondering if they even exist
Trust, love for yourself comes from within
I promise you that’s where it all begins
But I know that's not where it will end
Be open, genuine, don't pretend
To understand other people's hardships
Don’t let the outside forces
Shape you into someone heartless
I was raised to not trust the ones that were closest
Now would you look at this turn of events
Couldn't do sleepovers cuz I feel alone
It seems some things can't be outgrown
Funny how a place I'd once call home
Is now somewhere I know I can not go
[Chorus]
Holding onto Grandma's memorabilia
But outside folks pushing paraphernalia
Thought I lost big Bro when he had that seizure
Couldn't ease Pop’s pain with anesthesia
Pray Momma's vertigo don't make her weaker
I was made to take care of my people
And shine a light on these evil creatures
To cut the head off of these reptilians