[Chorus]
Live in make believe
Y'all ain't real to me
This is how I grieve
When I'm low on dopamine
[Verse 1]
I feel like a doctor
Whippin up concoctions in the kitchen
Make the stimulation
Regulate my dopamine
Then double it with morphine
Mixing up medicines
I can’t visualize or describe the high
It got me flying as I ride the winds
Throwing caution to the wind
Leaving stress at the door
Make a prime example when I roll out the backwoods
Stick me up I wish you would
Honеstly, I think you should
Cuz these narcotics
Got me feeling chargеd up
And when I do it
I take a large dosage
Don’t care about side effects
Long as it don’t affect
The side chicks
I'm restless
[Chorus]
Live in make believe
Y'all ain't real to me
This is how I grieve
When I'm low on dopamine
[Verse 2]
My future might be right
When you're high off life
When you're a lowlife
Making mistakes feel right
Smoking weed on the side
Making me go sky high
There’s evil in this needle
Lowkey my dealer’s plotting on me
But I ain’t bothered
I still buy the product
So much misconduct
Disappoint my mama and father
Stayed ahead of these scholars
Might die without any honor
Stuck with a blue-white collar
Someone get the first responders
I feel like an experiment
Controlled no marionette
Don’t ask what I’m inhaling
Stimulant and depressant
Abusing something synthetic
I feel so pathetic
[Chorus]
Live in make believe
Y'all ain't real to me
This is how I grieve
When I'm low on dopamine
[Verse 3]
Got a bottle of pills and liquor
Which one’s gonna kill me quicker
Xanax you know I pop that
Being sober you know I hate that
Being laced is my style
All my drugs are filed
Knock it off cuz my problems pile
Show you what I got in store, yeah I'll bring something
That'll have your ears ring
Someone call 911 I need medication
I got paranoia and insomnia
Drugs are my best friends
Love them like oxytocin
I need a minute to myself
So I can call out for help
I’m worried about my mental health
What makes worse is my wealth
I fell to peer pressure
So don’t let them test ya
My friends tell me that I’m soft
Thinking I’m siding with the opps
[Chorus]
Live in make believe
Y'all ain't real to me
This is how I grieve
When I'm low on dopamine