[Intro: Therapist & Origin Storey]

I’d like you to read this, it'll bring you to questions that you haven't asked yet but have the answer to

Okay, uh how do you expect me to finish this whole book before our next appointment? It has twenty three thousand pages

Trust me, you'll finish the book

[Verse 1: Origin Storey]

I’m sure I got this, not sure how should I start this

The intro can't be the hardest, nevermind pardon

I'll just keep talking as I launder and drop gems

Yall try be in top 10 placements

Now I've got confessions

Tax weekend been creeping

Add up the dividends

I work from early morning to late evеning

Cuz what I want cannot be rented

So my words will pay thе pension

It's hard not to mention who's offensive

As a kid I had an interest

In detention, all the bullies I befriended

I noticed I needed distance and that left me pensive

I was guilty by association which I relieved with admittance

Names and faces won't be given

Because people can change and I can't respect snitching

Bloodthirsty and sex driven was every other student

Nor am I saying that joking, rumors and hoaxes

We're like hexes fabricated by exes

People willing to prove themselves by being Spopovich

But maybe in their defense they learned that from other men

So the things they wanted would be the things they would get

Same for those who feminine

I mean ladies and gentlemen the process ain’t unique

It can be said in plenty different ways it affects you and me

The world is dog eat dog but let's not ignore the fleas

There's no need to play dumb we know the cycle repeats

Now tell me what you think

But as for my grades, swimming in A’s

For that teachers gave me praise

But forgot my attention was paid

To my friends and their comedic ways

That permeated my pubic phase

There were days where the ruckus

Would get us trouble, cafeteria scuffle

My friends' bodies would double

They were in a couple but had a couple couples

Ready to pop that bubble

Wink wink, nudge nudge

Describing getting in them guts

While we were eating lunch

[Beat Switch]

[Verse 2: Origin Storey]

But the jokes wasn't enough

To save the falling out between us

Did I outgrow my friends growing up

Accepting that's gonna be tough

Let's start with the weird facts that came from today’s past

Just run it back either way they’ll get a laugh

Cuz I've been told I make a lot of jokes, well that’s news to me

I mean I never understood that so who’s to speak

The shadow that whispers to you

The one that visits you in school

Will you do what it asks of you

You’re scared there’s a killer in you

If you got a therapist, they’d need a therapist

For their therapist because they’re pissed

I work a double by triple to tenth power every half hour

Momma raised a sweetheart

Dad taught me be street-smart

Stay up out them gangs

Cousin didn’t do the same

Streets might treat him like a stain

If aligned I’ll cry blood like Wayne

The Rap Game will slit your throat too

To see if you bleeding soo woo

It don't matter cuz from their point of view

I look like you

My patience ran thin

In the 2010’s

The events that happened

Can’t be repeated again

It broke me down to the point I do not bend

I just resent any memories where I’ve been

Facing emotional discharge

Without my parents acknowledgement

Picked up on where this begins

It's with them, a lack of self love

They told me stories of

Times they held onto

Their trauma which subconsciously

Sunk its teeth into me

I hope they can sleep

Knowing my mind frame

May go unchanged

I'm bordering insane

Deported into a maze

Where I’ve mastered my pain

If I’m going out it’s with a bang

[Outro]

*Gunshot echo*