[Verse 1]

I know it's kinda dumb, stayin' up 'til five

Playin' Pokémon, but I wanna stay alive

And that's what makes me feel like everything is fine

Like I'm not some fucking idiot and I don't need to die

To make the world a better place

[Verse 2]

Pissed at my reflection every time I see my face

If every single molecule could ever be replaced

I'd do it in a heartbeat before you could ever say

"You're better off the same"

[Chorus]

It's a one-way street and I'm in the wrong lane

I'm headed right into the traffic and I'm only on a bike

Avoiding the inevitable for a little longer

Just so I can get a handle on this life

[Post-Chorus]

It's wishful thinking, I know, thinking someday I won't be this low

But if I'm gonna die all alone, I'm gonna have a little fun before I go

[Bridge]

It's all in my head, they tell me every night and day

It's getting old as fuck and I'm starting to run out of excuses I could say

[Outro]

I know that every time you talk to me

It feels like you're speaking to a brick wall

Honestly, I wish I could be a different person, I do

It's so hard to wake up every morning

Just to feel like I wish I never woke up

Maybe I'll try again tomorrow or just never at all

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