(Intro)
Depression video
(Verse)
Many years I was fightin’ it
Tryna stay so alive from it
Days denying it
Becoming so blind from it
Emotions was hiding it
Trying not to power it
No pills
No medicine
Could ever relieve it
Wasn’t tryna retrieve it
Was tryna forget it
Of the bitterness and
Anger
That kept on appearing
Many nights sleepless
From the pain and weakness
It kept me speechless
Grew myself by reading
An intriguing article
With Peripheral vision
Had an envision
And stuck to my intuition
Still being hauntеd
Every second
Felt likе I was being threatened
By a force to be reckoned
I couldn’t breathe
I couldn’t concentrate
Felt like I was fresh bait
On my back
A ton of weight
Almost turned to cutting
To solve my depression
Didn’t tell my parents
Cause
They wouldn’t understand it
Im crying
Looking at the wall
As a method of coping
I haven’t spoken
To him in years
I started rethinking
All the people I’m losing
Becoming so confusing
Battles I’m losing
Help I be refusing
Thought I do it
On my own
And be all alone
I wear a smile
As a cape
Im different inside
So many times
I want to escape
And walk an extra mile
To clear evil spirits
I’m too another limit
But I’m taking each step
As I walk in faith next
I’m not doing it for others
I’m doing it for me
So I can capture the scene
Of me becoming free
Of the shackles
That’s been a burden
Now I can open
The curtain
And allow another person
To step in…
My life
To step in
This is my therapy session
(Outro)
*MZ RYME speaking*
“5 years ago
When my mother died
I went into such a deep depression
I never got an answer as to why that day she had to die that day
Why did she have to die weeks before I go to college
I question it some days
Nights I thought about ending it
But when I look into the mirror
I still see the courage within me
Not to give up
I can’t run away
My mother would want me
To move on
She would want me to be happy
So I will do everything in her name
I will keep fighting until
It’s time for me
To leave earth
I will make the best of out it”