[Verse]
I love drugs, I love spill (spill)
I love getting so gone that I can't feel myself (the fuck-)
I know someone won't love me, like the faith not there (not there)
I'd rather leave some smoke inside the atmosphere (see, a-fear)
Bitch hit my line, go ghost (sah)
I leave my blood in the snow (wassah)
My chest feel like it's on froze (wassah)
God knocking on my door (huh)
Fuel the pain, need some dro
I might need a little more (okay)
I can't see myself with a wife (nuh-uh)
'Cus I'm dying and nobody knows
[Chorus]
I feel ugly
Will you love mе, or leave me by mysеlf?
I'm starting to feel ugly, shit get ugly, but oh well
My stomach hurt, I can't revert
All these blurry thoughts goin make me go berserk
I'm tryna live, and get drunk as hell
But if I'm in that party, I might off myself
[Bridge]
Oh, oh, oh
I'm really starting to feel ugly
I feel like my life almost gone
Why do I feel like it's not lasting?
I sleep just to never see the sun
I don't really know how to feel now
I might as well feel nothing at all
All my love is put in my family
Who hope that I escape from the walls (dead)