[Intro: ROSALÍA]

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[Verse]

Look, you don't know shit about my life, so don't pretend you do

Spent so much time around them birds, I bought a pigeon coupe

What else is there really to learn, the world is ending soon

If I croak, it'll never matter but I'm living proof

I've been sacrificing my health for some vanity

Spend every waking moment getting high, to mask my sanity

Momma egg me on, tell me to stop, my chickens vanishing

With everything I endure, I can never stand in a fantasy

Cause I wake up, & I don't eat breakfast, but I love to break fast

Barely can budge, brains dense, you heard a fake laugh?

Past tense, got me on my spider sense, can sense that whiplash

Jump in that fire like a moshpit, then leave in white ash

Gun to my head but nobody killing me

First son, big slums, got abilities

First stu sesh, I'm working with them melodies

Unc' told me "I got talent that I'd never see"

Tapped in hoe, I've been around my whole mind

Tryna chase the bag, but 9-5 is not my fine line

D told me, "I can't let a dream be on the sideline"

Working on my mental stability until I flatline

And I can't see myself with no woman cause I over analyze

So I'm talking to myself, tryna talk myself out of my white lies

I'm tired with a sense of urgency cause I don't wanna waste life

A resolution, got no resolution until it's in full drive

And I don't like seeing my face, it's insecure pride

This therapy supposed to be a step, I missed the stair line

I never really feel up to content, so I feel fine

Don't pretend you know me, I done lost my grams on both sides, nigga