[Chorus: Turo Sivirian]

I just wanna know who gon miss me when im gone

I ain't ever had a shoulder just to cry on

When im lonely i just go listen to my songs

It was dark thats why i had to turn the lights on

[Verse 1: MastodonRare]

Count up scars for a past time

Know it won't be the last time

I been wishing i could slow it down

Nigguhs wanna live the fast life

I got a grip on my anxiety

Now depression wanna lie to me

My reflection who i try to be

Me versus me a new rivalry

I been caught up in my room, a recluse

All this pressure i gotta reduce & produce

I removed me from all that abuse

Sticking & move, repeat & rebuke

They go for tricks & chicanery

U see in me what the fans of the raiders see

In one then out, baby fuck what they say cuz i do this for me and for u

But to tell u the truth i been feeling like dying today

Fate it can wait, no more crying today

I been up, i been lying awake

I been trying to pray, im a lion can't die in a cage

Lying in wait, just to lie to my face

They can't take me from u if i die & they pry me away

Imma find a way back to u, i go way back with u

U got the last of my heart til its gone

Demons stalking, i can hear em talkin

Im macaulay culkin, home alone

Supa told me stay away from the phoneys

& now i can't pick up the phone

Wishing that i could atone, for the cuts that i made that go deeper than bone

I can't leave u alone, did enough on my own

Need u with me cuz u got the last of my heart til its gone

[Chorus]

[Bridge: MastodonRare]

I think im wounded

Im about to lose it

Im so close to quitting

My depression won't stay hidden

Baby im about to lose it

I know that im wounded

I been close to quitting for a minute

This depression won't stay hidden

[Verse 2: MastodonRare]

Short sighted nigguh keep your distance

I been 3 years ahead, 20/20 vision

I was down in a slump had to cut that bitch off she was workin my nerves like they paid commission

Opps creepin, nigguhs steady snitchin

Spill your guts to the pigs bitch i hate your chitlins

Whats the problem i can't tell a fan from a hater

My name in your mouth nigguh what's difference

I paid attention, u pay the difference

All your verses got the safeties on it

They rockin with me like we brock & onyx

Said i couldn't be black i dont talk ebonics

Talk shit but don't wanna fade

U was cut from a cloth i been cut from the pain

Now im up it's too late, i was down for two days

Now im charged & I'm takin off like it's avionics

Better take off like a straightaway

Kickin & screamin on beats like im anna mae

I do this shit for the kids like an anime

These nigguhs lookin confused like its aminé

U drop a song & u fade away

We boutta ball like a fadeaway

On that 06 shit lil scrappy money in the bank, okkk!

Move through my verses like andalé

Dirty, i come from "ay boy where yo momma stay?"

Humor me, you know these fuck nigguhs fluctuate

I gotta question these marks like i punctuate

These nigguhs bite like piranhas

U flex on my Ken and get slapped like E. Honda

Came up with no heroes, they called me a 0

Just make sure u put them 0s next to commas

Thoughts sporadic, i dont gravitate

My brother never got to graduate

I feel like all i do is agitate

I see them demons start to salivate

But i can't surrender my soul, i wish i could atone

For the cuts that go deeper than bone, i can't leave u alone

I just need u to love me cuz u got the last of my heart til its gone

[Chorus]