Fun - Intellectual

[Verse 1]

Patterns on my button up it never fails

I been stuntin on my haters like its show and tell

I just wanna die slow in the microphone

Resurrected in the way you say you need me

I was tryna find peace for my mind state

But you were plain to see

Lately, more than not, I try to keep it to myself

So why you in my business homie give that shit a rest

You know I got the Flo like progressive, I turned an L to lesson

But ain't it funny how age can turn a mess to a message

Now these new nigguhs tryna get a freebie

None of my F.R.I.E.N.D.S. ever ask me what the Phoebe

Temper like a new bill bixby

Knew that I was broken I was hoping you could fix me

Cuz i'm supposed to have fun

And if I can't hide from my demons I can run..

[Chorus]

So now i'm lookin

Suave in the soiree, got the whole team pullin up right now

You know I got the drinks on ice and my girl lookin right, slip away When they turn the lights down

And i've been having, mood swings into mood swings

I been outta pocket, loose change, I got loose change baby

Know that this ain't really my style

But really I don't wanna be alone right now

[Verse 2]

It's lookin like the loser boutta win again

We are not the same, we ain't no synonym

Only feel at home when i'm with you

Anxiety my shooter, pullin triggers in the booth

And I know, I know I know these demons haunt

Depression fit me like a tee can't get it off me

I can't help but feel alone, I ain't fuckin lonely

So leave me leave me leave me 'lone you are not the homie

Steppin out, my wrist some amarillo

I been used to masking all my feelings, bandito

But I been making progress, honest

Used to try to make me spill a feeling and i'm sonic

Reset myself now i'm back on track

Back to tryna get these bands fore' I fade to black