interpersonal conflict

By MAJ

On MAJ LOST TAPES

Released on May 6, 2021

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[Intro: MAJ & Therapist]

Hey, hey

Hey, what's up? Nice to meet you

Nice to meet you too, um, James

I'll be here today to help you with your current situation

I'm sorry to hear that you've been having problems mentally, am I correct?

Yeah, I've just been going through a lot and all of them believe it's kinda shit

I honestly feel like nothing comes out of telling my problems to a pay who gets paid to tell me most things

Hahaha, now why would you come here for help if you have that kind of mindset?

It seems you have some sort of hope for yourself

Shit, I honestly don't have much hope for anything

Sounds like to me you're just being positively negative

Then maybe I should just fake my uplifting emotions in front of you and just end it after all of this session

Maybe that'll prove you wrong

You would never do that, James, but you have to understand everybody's going through something and you're not the only one

This is actually a huge step of getting better and coming in today

Do you realize that?

Hmm, how many cons have you told that sitting before me?

How am I supposed to know you're actually interested in what the fuck I have to say?

Being honest with you, you will never know

But you'll have to explain to me your situation first to find out

Fine


[Chorus]

Codeine lift me from my misery

Abusing my high 'til I reach to infinity

The devil hold me from his side of my fate

Through the fire and flames, leaving me crippling

My anxiety tripling

This die hard ride got me car sick

This could be the end to be honest

Hold on, don't go

Hold on, don't go

Hold on, don't go

Hold on, don't go


[Verse 1]

Young nigga had to get it how I live

Making money with the gun smoke

In the new Benz with a couple white friends

Mixin' Molly with the coke though

Hold on, don't go

Was tryna keep all the wrong bones and skeletons out my closet

You can find me in the crossroads

Or swimming with the sharks and the cyclones

Feeling washed out with the drugs, I'm in a cycle

Feeling like an alien, no one's from where I'm from

Really couldn't be cool with anyone

But most of our homies died by the gun from another man

He's working for another man

Just tryna get money for his baby mama kids

Pullin' in his baby mama's crib

[Interlude: MAJ & Therapist]

Okay, okay, okay, let me write this down

I see where you're coming from

You should really quit doing drugs, don't you think?

Easier said than done Dr., Conscience? What the fuck?

Hahaha, seems like you've found amusement to my name

That'll insure me into your problem

Yeah, yeah, whatever

Uh, let me ask you one thing

Yeah?

Do you have any life goals?

Of course I do, everybody does

Well James, feel absolutely free to tell me


[Verse 2]

Yeah, I wanna build my empire, no cookie

Shit on all these niggas who overlooked me

Me and my bitch run away, ain't no looking back

Turning my songs into plaques


[Chorus]

Codeine lift me from my misery

Abusing my high 'til I reach to infinity

The devil hold me from his side of my fate

Through the fire and flames, leaving me crippling

My anxiety tripling

This die hard ride got me car sick

This could be the end to be honest

Hold on, don't go

Hold on, don't go