relapse - Intellectual

[Intro]

Oh Wavvy

I’m fucked up, can’t take this

I’m drinking again, just praying for death again

So let me down some pills tonight, It happens everytime

I had to relapse, 'cause I just wanna feel your love again

I’m fucked up again, I’m drinking again

I’m back on my bullshit just praying for death again

I didn’t wanna turn back to the meds but here I am at it again

I had to relapse 'cause I just wanna feel something like that again

I’m fucked up, can’t take this, I’ma go hardcore

Just tryna feel something but man I hate it

So let me down some pills tonight and hope for the best, right?

I had to relapse 'cause I just wanna feel something like that again

Ooh wait, my bad, sorry, I got too attached

Drovе too fast and now I crashed, it happens evеrytime

So why am I not used to being let down everytime?

I dunno, thought she was the one right from the start

Love is just my suicide, I’ve tried to run but I can’t hide

Now I’m taking pills again, I’m tryna replace her love

But I can’t replace her love, yeah, she was my drug

On the bright side I have vyvanse pills, how many are we taking tonight?

I pop three, I’m just tryna feel real

I face death tryna chase thrills for real, real

My heart’s scarred, no it won’t heal, but look on the bright side

On the bright side I have vyvanse pills, I might just take the whole thing tonight

Seasons change but I know that you never will

And girl you had me thinking our love was for real, for real

I get too attached, I know, I’m tryna replace your love

'Cause I just wanna feel your love again

I’m fucked up again, I’m drinking again

I’m back on my bullshit just praying for death again

I didn’t wanna turn back to the meds but here I am at it again

I had to relapse 'cause I just wanna feel something like that again

I’m fucked up, can’t take this, I’ma go hardcore

Just tryna feel something but man I hate it

So let me down some pills tonight and hope for the best, right?

I had to relapse 'cause I just wanna feel something like that again