[Intro]

Yeah

[Verse]

Have you ever felt pain that's so unbearable?

Have you ever seen your dog mama cryin' 'cause y'all had to bury him?

Know some niggas fake it 'til they make it, ain't my character

Niggas waitin' on the handout, these niggas charity

Man, sometimes I be needin' space, it give me clarity (Let the beat ride out, Ju)

Told myself could never trust again, that shit embarrassin'

Never hated, I be to myself, but apparently

They gon' hate regardless 'cause I made myself a target, huh

They just see the diamonds, they don't know how pure my heart is

Started off with nothin', runnin' through the jungle, Tarzan

I can't speak for y'all, but we kept it real on our end

They say the sun shine, but all I ever knew was darkness

Numb to the pain, but I get lost in my thoughts

You probably need a straitjacket, you see the shit I saw

My head up, you couldn't tell, was takin' all them losses

Rather go get judged, than them niggas carryin' my coffin

Couldn't even see it, I was blind when they crossed me

Another day, another nigga hatin', movin' faulty

Middle school, I wanted a G-Shock, now it's frosty

Niggas playin', trollin' on the 'net, it's gon' cost you

Where I'm from it's violence, product by environment

Same niggas quick to say it's love, they be slimy

Tunnel vision, I've been turnin' pain into diamonds

Bet a million, I'm least a million up when they find me

I ain't stoppin' 'til I see a hundred mill'

I ain't stoppin' 'til I put my mom somewhere up in the hills

I ain't stoppin' 'til my unc' free and cuz get that appeal

I wonder how in a world so fake it gets so real, huh

Niggas out here praisin' fake shit, they better stand on it

Understand that shit turn to gold, I put my hands on it

I don't care, I still got it on me at the ceremony

I do everything for my fam' and them rare moments

[Chorus]

I don't even be surprised sometimes, when I'm alone, I still cry sometimes

I still be talking to the sky sometimes, I don't know how I still survive sometimes

I don't even be surprised sometimes, when I'm alone, I still cry sometimes

I still be talking to the sky sometimes, I don't know how I still survive sometimes, yeah, yeah, yeah