Lump inside my throat

Puts pressure to my chest

Keeps pushing and pushing

And make feel the guilt

Shortcuts taken again

But I still can't fill you up

I can't wait to get home

Can't wait to be alone

Got use to the bitter taste

Got used to you etching me up

I ignore the obvious

I don't even care

While I press my tongue

While I grind my teeth

I try not to lose it all

Not to lose control

You are a cure bringing cancer

Dissolving me into your heaven

Weird numbing power trip

100 million butterflies

Shape shifting stupid little joy

High speed emotion on adrenaline

Excitingly relaxing dream eater

Dimension 4 window

Ethereal gateway

Time bender

Room changer

Ecstatic shock

When I only saw the night

You made me see the stars

You absorbed me into your

Blissful sea of tar

I somehow feel like shit

For using you again

In the end I really do not care enough