Released on May 21, 2020

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[Verse 1]

Flip the pillow over to the cool side

I got dreams that keep me up at night

Take another shower, pass the time

Flushed face means I'm still alive

All the wrong people hit me up at night

On the R Train tryna justify

Not accepting a nine to five

My patience is compromised


[Chorus]

I will never act like something I'm not

Don't blame my shyness

I just don't wanna talk

But I think a lot

People can interpret it however they want

It's however you want (Ayy)


[Verse 2]

Non me ne frega un cazzo

Scrutiny, a hard pill to swallow

I'm not tryna party at LAVO

At least not right now

Not 'til I find some solid ground

Can't be too precious with my sound

Let it out, let it out

Let it out, let it out


[Bridge]

(Na-na-na, na-na-na)

Let it out, let it out


[Verse 3]

Sometimes you gotta braid your own hair

Get shit done when nobody else cares

Notice my breath like I notice the seams

Life could be easy like changing the sheets

And I flip the pillow over

And I know I'm getting older

And I know I'll never change

Always been this way


[Chorus]

I will never act like something I'm not

Don't blame my shyness

I just don't wanna talk

But I think a lot

People can interpret it however they want

It's however you want


[Outro]

(Non me ne frega un cazzo)

(I'm not tryna party at LAVO)

(At least not right now)