[Interlude]

Bro, I feel like

I feel like when most people go through shit anyways, they're not even like

Like, bro, you don't even just, you don't even feel it no more

You just distract yourself, distract yourself, distract yourself

I feel like that's, that's just what I was doin', man

Like occasionally, I'd let myself feel stuff, but, bro, man's just

I'm not even tryna think about all that shit

For real, you know

And a lot of shit happened, you know, it weren't just, it weren't just her death

It weren't just me like dealin' with the grief, it was like, my mum

My mum had a, had likе two strokes, my brother had psychosis

Like, fuckin' "candy rеign (!)" got taken down, it was bare shit, you know

Fuckin', I just, I don't remember doin' that much, but feelin' it and I just feel like

But when it caught up to me, it caught up to me

And I wanted to show what it felt like when it caught up to me

But I also wanted to show the bullshit of me distractin' myself 'cause that was also when

You know, I just feel like

For all of the grief and, and we go through all this, this shit

Just before then, I felt like I had just turned my life around from bein' homeless

To doin' the mixtape and then doin' "Sprinter," like I actually felt like rah, my life was

Goin' in such a sick direction and I, and I, and I, and I've got out the mud

But, you know, you get out of mud, then there's always gonna be

There's always gonna, there's always gonna be mud, bro, just, hahahaha