Released on April 12, 2020

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[Intro: Emma Watson & Logan Lerman]

I had lunch with Craig today

(Yeah?)

He said he was sorry, and I was right to break up him

I'm driving away, and just feeling...so small

I'm just...asking myself...

Why do I, and everyone I love, pick people who treat us like we're nothing

(We accept the love we think we deserve)


[verse 1: JailBird Sage]

Tear me up, and spit me in the air

Call me your best friend, but I don't really care

Call me, I'll ignore it and leave you on a thread

And then leave you on read

Get out of my head

Call me what you want, I don't have the time

Leave a voicemail, I never rewind

I feel like

I might never find

An adequate peace of mind I would call mine

Mine in the definition of the meaning of the word, meaning something I belong to and vice verse

Like the one I write

As I ride

A train outta here, as I text you a lie

(I tried so hard)

I tried so hard

So keep it simple

And fell asleep like Rip Van Winkle

Van Wilder, I'm wild as

I write it down, on a spiral bound

I tried so hard

To put it down

And maybe even turn around

Oh vertigo

Out of so vertical

I'm trying now, I'm

(trying now, I'm) x2


[Interlude: xadjolifto]

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[Verse 2: JailBird Sage]

Treat me like shit, see if I care

I'll curl up, try and disappear

Like my songs, I right my wrongs

I'll write you one, as I run from here

Bite the bullet, and couch up the shell

Drink the bleach and go to hell

Twist my veins and say farewell

Blow out my brains for material

I'm trying

To break this wall

I'm trying

To make it fall

To say it is, the way it is, while saying sorta nothing at all

I'm trying

(What more do you ask for)


[Interlude: xadjolifto]

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[Outro: Unnamed Train Passenger]

The same...more or less the same, but it was really nice

Met some really nice people, um...ate...a fair bit

Um..uhh...danced, strangely...and just had a good time

And it ended at like 8, so...so six hours...yeah

Well I mean, yeah

And then, I don't know if told you, but it was...the...17th of the 11th. That was actually the date of when he asked her out

Like ten years...ten years ago or something?

And then..um...the wedding is gonna be...a year from now

So pretty much..17th of the 11th, 2020