[Verse 1]
Thought that all sadness would stop if I just lived in evasion
Turns out I’m sadder than before, been losing with life connection
Late nights on the balconet wishing for a good destiny
Still got a bit of hope but I’m unsure if that’s something I’ll get to keep
[PreChorus]
And what would happen if I disappear?
Maybe it’s just one less cry for help to hear
Feel like I’m wasting all my best years
By feeling so powerless, hate living here
[Chorus]
I’m miserable
I’m miserable
Feeling tired and feeling numb
So depressed, so almost done
Have a lot of why’s but I’m just miserable
[Verse 2]
Everyday, survival mode, protective shield, no extra words
Conversations with myself, overthinking ’bout overthinking
All of my goals paralyzed, why can’t all fix itself?, fear reigns
Think I’m a misunderstood mess
Incapable of succeeding
[PreChorus]
And what would happen if I disappear?
Maybe it’s just one less cry for help to hear
Feel like I’m wasting all my best years
By feeling so powerless, hate living here
[Chorus]
I’m miserable
I’m miserable
Feeling tired and feeling numb
So depressed, so almost done
Have a lot of why’s but I’m just miserable
I’m miserable
I’m miserable
Feeling tired and feeling numb
So depressed, so almost done
Have a lot of why’s but I’m just miserable
[Bridge]
Hope after waking up everything’s okay in the morning
If not I’m disappearing, this is too exhausting
I know there may be people that love me
But what ifs haunt me, there’s a lot that’s scary
[Chorus]
I’m miserable
I’m miserable
Feeling tired and feeling numb
So depressed, so almost done
Have a lot of why’s but I’m just miserable
I’m miserable
I’m miserable
Feeling tired and feeling numb
So depressed, so almost done
Have a lot of why’s but I’m just miserable