Miserable

By Jackires

On Suppressed

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[Verse 1]

Thought that all sadness would stop if I just lived in evasion

Turns out I’m sadder than before, been losing with life connection

Late nights on the balconet wishing for a good destiny

Still got a bit of hope but I’m unsure if that’s something I’ll get to keep


[PreChorus]

And what would happen if I disappear?

Maybe it’s just one less cry for help to hear

Feel like I’m wasting all my best years

By feeling so powerless, hate living here


[Chorus]

I’m miserable

I’m miserable

Feeling tired and feeling numb

So depressed, so almost done

Have a lot of why’s but I’m just miserable


[Verse 2]

Everyday, survival mode, protective shield, no extra words

Conversations with myself, overthinking ’bout overthinking

All of my goals paralyzed, why can’t all fix itself?, fear reigns

Think I’m a misunderstood mess

Incapable of succeeding


[PreChorus]

And what would happen if I disappear?

Maybe it’s just one less cry for help to hear

Feel like I’m wasting all my best years

By feeling so powerless, hate living here


[Chorus]

I’m miserable

I’m miserable

Feeling tired and feeling numb

So depressed, so almost done

Have a lot of why’s but I’m just miserable

I’m miserable

I’m miserable

Feeling tired and feeling numb

So depressed, so almost done

Have a lot of why’s but I’m just miserable


[Bridge]

Hope after waking up everything’s okay in the morning

If not I’m disappearing, this is too exhausting

I know there may be people that love me

But what ifs haunt me, there’s a lot that’s scary


[Chorus]

I’m miserable

I’m miserable

Feeling tired and feeling numb

So depressed, so almost done

Have a lot of why’s but I’m just miserable

I’m miserable

I’m miserable

Feeling tired and feeling numb

So depressed, so almost done

Have a lot of why’s but I’m just miserable