i’d rather die.

By IrbyMissingAK

On wishing well.

Released on January 31, 2026

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I'm waiting for

Waiting for

That girl to catch my eye

And if she does

If she does

I hope that one day that she'll

Be the one

Be the one

Baby don't let me go

Give me the gun

Me the gun

I'd rather die than let you see what I've become

Catch me if I run

Intoxicated and insecure

I'm all alone without a cure

Life is a bore

I'm so immature

I keep talking back

I wish I had more

Don't let me go

I wish I could stay

I'm trying my best

And I still get in the way

Don't let me go

I wish I could stay

I'm trying my best

And I still get in the way

I'm waiting for

Waiting for

That girl to catch my eye

And if she does

If she does

I hope that one day that she'll

Be the one

Be the one

Baby don't let me go

Give me the gun

Me the gun

I'd rather die than let

I'm waiting for

Waiting for

That girl to catch my eye

And if she does

If she does

I hope that one day that she'll

Be the one

Be the one

Baby don't let me go

Give me the gun

Me the gun

I'd rather die than let you see what I've become

Catch me if I run

Intoxicated and insecure

I'm all alone without a cure

Life is a bore

I'm so immature

I keep talking back

I wish I had more

I'm waiting for

The way that you would stare and act so damn mature

I died and came back to say I didn't care

Obsessed with everything

Your make up and your hair

We fucked and I cried and said it wasn't fair

And I fall

And I call

And I cried

And I saw

What it was

What she saw

Was a mess

And I must've confessed

It's one sided

I cried

And felt so damn resided

And felt so damn resided

And I fall

And I call

And I cried

And I saw

What it was

What she saw

Was a mess

And I must've confessed

It's one sided

I cried

And felt so damn resided

And felt so damn resided

I'm waiting for

Waiting for

That girl to catch my eye

And if she does

If she does

I hope that one day that she'll

Be the one

Be the one

Baby don't let me go

Give me the gun

Me the gun

I'd rather die than let

I'm waiting for

Waiting for

That girl to catch my eye

And if she does

If she does

I hope that one day that she'll

Be the one

Be the one

Baby don't let me go

Give me the gun

Me the gun

I'd rather die than let you see what I've become

Catch me if I run

Intoxicated and insecure

I'm all alone without a