[Refrain 1]

Underneath my blanket I still feel your presence

I'm drawing a blank and you only make it worse

Cracking like a glacier as my fan blasts my face

I'm having dreams where I get castrated by a mace

Underneath my blanket I still feel your presence

I'm drawing a blank and you only make it worse

Cracking like a glacier as my fan blasts my face

I'm having dreams where I get castrated by a mace

Underneath my blanket I still feel your presence

I'm drawing a blank and you only make it worse

Cracking like a glacier as my fan blasts my face

I'm having dreams where I get castrated by a mace

[Verse]

A stupid, hopeless dream forever in my heart

Crumbling piece by piece every night

In hell where all the bells echo into harsh noise

You do not want to know what it's like

An abandoned garbage minefield with broken parts

Outdated devices left behind

The slightest glance at a shred of precious art

You'll feel like you shouldn't be alive

This situation is fucking abhorrent

We won't get anywhere if you fucking ignore it

Try and speak up and I get death threats for it

I changed my mind again, I'll just sleep and I'll snore it

[Refrain 2]

I'm dreaming back then, it's happening again

Shit's back in my head, it's happening again

I'm back at that street, I'm fucking up again

Shit's back in my room, I'm fucking up again

I'm dreaming back then, it's happening again

Shit's back in my head, it's happening again

I'm back at that street, I'm fucking up again

Shit's back in my room, I'm fucking up again

I'm dreaming back then, it's happening again

Shit's back in my head, it's happening again

I'm back at that street, I'm fucking up again

Shit's back in my room, I'm fucking up again

I'm dreaming back then, it's happening again

Shit's back in my head, it's happening again

I'm back at that street, I'm fucking up again

Shit's back in my room, I'm fucking up again

I'm dreaming back then, it's happening again

Shit's back in my head, it's happening again

I'm back at that street, I'm fucking up again

Shit's back in my room, I'm fucking up again

[Outro]

Underneath my blanket I still feel your presence

I'm reveling in fear, thinking how I perpetrated

Cracking like a glacier as my fan blasts my face

I'm being edged in tears, wish I was bit and castrated