mess it up - Intellectual

[Intro]

One, two, one-two-three-four

[Verse 1]

Okay, it's 5:30 AM

Alarm tellin' me to get up, make friends

My mom tellin' me to not trust Satan

He'll give you the world but you still feel vacant

Say I'm strong but I lied, 'cause I still feel weak

Play pretend with my eyes 'cause I cannot speak

Who am I to disguise how my feelings deep, deep, deep?

[Pre-Chorus]

What if I lose it all

Tryna figure out what I'm supposed to be?

What if I choose to fall?

Will it mess Your path and Your plans for me, 'cause

[Chorus]

What's this little life without problems?

I keep it goin' and forget that I got 'em

It's just me alone, I don't know who else to solve 'em

It feels like thеse change like thе leaves in the autumn

I'm afraid I'll mess it up

Waste it all and lose Your trust

How I fall away so many times but You still call me "son?"

Put my faith up in the One

Know the enemy will come

But this Word my loaded-

But this Word my loaded gun, gun, gun

[Verse 2]

'Cause I don't wanna mess it up

My chains say "You're not gettin' up"

The weight just makes me throw my love away, away, away

The winds and waves may come but I know the one who holds the sea

Sometimes it's so hard to trust, remind myself to believe

Spirit, come on down, I need Your love, heart on my sleeve

Tell myself I'm fine, so I just put this song on repeat