Talk yet you don't care

Stare yet you won't tell

Hug yet we're going to separate

Wonder yet you're already home

Kiss yet we'll never form a bond

Laugh yet happy poems are my worse

And celebrate the things I never chose

I won't change

Bang my head

When I am bored on holidays

I open my scars thinking you're in my bed

But I can do what I want

I can do what I want

I can do what I want

I tell myself but I won't

And I know we're just two people who want the same but deny it

Well maybe I don't want this I'm not brave enough to try

I'd been waiting for long time

But when my turn arrived

All the things I took for granted

Real life never lived up

It's overrated

Ask yet it's too late

Calling out your name

Try yet it bothers you

Maybe it's just me finding some way through

I won't change

I'm this way

There's nothing else that I can be

And it's not fair that you have to change for me

But I can do what I want

I can do what I want

I can do what I want

I tell myself but I won't

Baby now the curtain's closing

I'll keep sitting on my chair

No matter how hard I clap

You're not coming out again

These nights I just don't sleep

My brain won't control my feet

And I'm useless and I'm stupid

Tell me do you still want me?

It's overrated

What you get for tryna create things

What you get for tryna create things

Create you

Create me

Create love

Create dreams

What you get for tryna create things

Create hopes

Create trips

Create worlds

Create me

What you get for trying

And I'll hurt you and I'll hurt me

And somebody's gonna bruise

And I'm selfish and I'm hectic

And I know I'm just like you

And I bleed

I bleed because I cut deep

And it's me who has created this

You weren't even here

And I feel crazy

Crazy

What you get for tryna create things

What you get for tryna create things

What you get for tryna create things

Create you

Create me

Create love

Create dreams

What you get for tryna create things

Create hopes

Create trips

Create worlds

Create me

What you get for tryna create things

What you get for tryna create things

What you get for tryna create things