[Intro]
Only a matter of time before i go home
Addicted to ringing when you call my phone
I’ll change what i want you have to let me go
[Verse 1]
I can't seem to take it slow, take a breath
You say that it's impossible, tell me it's not possible
You decide to split the course, wish you the best
Don't wanna live my life alone again
[Pre-Chorus]
Tell me what's wrong with me, doctor, fire up my brain
Give me all the medicine to make it go away
I'll give you my attention just for me to change my ways
I'm falling too deep in this hole, leave me you have to let go
[Instrumental Chorus]
[Verse 2]
Fade i'm in your mind
I don’t believe it
You wanna take it back
But you can’t keep it
Say what’s on my mind
Put in the lyrics
I wanna see myself
But will i make it
[Verse 3]
Tell me if I'll make it, maybe mute the sound
It's bad behavior
Said you'll give your best impression
Say the words with wrong inflections
[Bridge]
Turn my head to your attention
There's no need for my redemption
Too far gone, I just need self-control
[Verse 4]
And I can tell you're lying to me
You thought I tried to be all of yours
You're just a memory I don't think I can ignore
Bottom of the barrel, baby, just wanna make a change
The way I act around you it always feels so fake
[Break]
Calling, no response
Turn my back to open arms
I just wanna be enough
To be somebody I can see
[Instrumental Chorus]
[Verse 5]
Lacking what I owe, turn me into a makeshift
Breaking my bones, tell me what I don't know
Fading like you're a memory
Take away all my energy
See the turn right ahead of me
You know before it's too late
[Outro]
Can't find the confidence to be someone I don't know
Can't clear my conscience
I'm a burden to the people that I've known
So just let me go
You can drop the massive ego
No nostalgia for the part of me I left behind
With greed though, I can tell
You can't deal with the change
I guarantee I'm still the same
I don't want you to see me different
Tell me if you see a difference
I can't seem to help myself
I'm digging to eternal hell
I wanna be somebody else
But I know that's impossible