Sometimes I shouldn't be by myself

Other times I don't want your help

Lower my expectations

Is this what life was supposed to be

No answers, no reasons

Enough is enough

I give up pull the plug from me

Medicate to separate and escape and I'll be fine

Until it wears off again

Just like the last time and rewinds

And it's all getting clearer

Every time I have a look in the mirror

And stand there and just see the truth

And scream at the reflection

Where were you?

I needed you

Where were you?

Not to breath is not to be

And not to be might be comforting

And not to know keeps me wondering

Not go on, or go on suffering

Is it up to me?

Because I think it should be

I'll be better off without my life trust me

Reveling in painful awareness

The medicine of escape

Wearing off of me

Sinking into reality

Where is the comfort promised?

It's a fallacy