Remember that Bukowski line

That was a bad night, something made you cry

We both hoped I'd be home in time

Nothing happened and still we changed

Something happened we don't remain

That was fate this was phantom pain

Something I still feel here, so long away

Remember the night I saw you last

I left you crying in some tinted glass

Did you watch me drive into the night?

Alone?

Remember us choking on our love

Always strong just not enough

Nothing could be

Not that night

Not tonight